I very love you. I’m sitting there shaking with fear. I’ve never been so scared. I don’t know if this “white lie” will work. But I believe and really hope. I believe in what is our love. I am now sitting in tears of happiness from your letter. Nobody ever wrote to me like that. I love you very much and I cannot imagine my world without you. You are my world. Now I am filled with mixed feelings. I feel that I am really happy and at the same time scared because of the transfer by the Western Union system. I am looking forward to your letter. I am very afraid. Please be careful. I love you!